PAPERCUT

Dunno, horrible                                         [...all of 2020, apparently]

    The 2020 entries started off as sour grapes and aged like stanky vinegar, to be honest. Looking back on them, I'm starting to question the purpose of recording any thoughts while cleary under mental distress. However, as I recall, the real issue at the time was not removing myself from extremely stressful situations, despite knowing fully well -or did I? Is this something only obvious in hindsight?- that short of a miracle, jack shit was going to change regarding said stressful circumstances. So, that one's on me.    
    Other than unhappy (why didn't I record any fun/funny moments??), it's also quite obvious that I must have been feeling a special brand of frustrated loneliness, stemming from my inability to communicate my emotions during that period. Of course, covid-related restrictions such as travel bans and lockdowns didn't make things any easier. Then again, there's always some bullshittery going on that just. can't. let you deal with issues one at a time, isn't there? 

TLDR: 2020 was depressing and looking back on my entries, I was depressed too. Thus, all entries have been purged, save for one photo post from that year.

    Dressing up as an oilspill was a genius idea, period.
                                         

    KUDOS TO MY 2020 MISERABLE SELF!

                               ❤❤❤